Unbearable Pain: My Battle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe pain around a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a